Last night, I met you once more.
You could say I actually grinned for real,
I'm not going to lie,
Because we spoke one final time,
And even though it was merely just a dream,
I'm glad I packed the courage to do so.

Thank you.
I think I feel much lighter now.

Let's talk, talk.



It's been a while since I actually wrote something people could actually understand, so I have to apologise. Hahah. I doubt anyone could, anyway but oh well. That means I just found the other answer.



First.
Semester break. I feel more productive this holiday than all previous ones. First of all, thanks to everyone who dragged me out of the couch, drove, endured sarcasm/stoning/sneering. It was really... how should I put this: entertaining to stone with you guys. Although, there are times I'm so lazy to get abducted outside, sigh. So I got this pissed-off face that time. Such a sloth.

Of course, I've been inking, inking, inking, digital speed painting, inking again... I think there was one time I "hard-cored" inking the whole morning (1-4am LOL) my hands couldn't stop shaking. But the feeling was mutual, I guess. Truthfully, I really love inking, it's like a drug to me now. Currently I own 3 technical pens. 0.1, 0.2, 0.3. I broke the 0.2 one (my mother passed down to me), because the ink got stuck and I thought I wasn't pressing hard enough. 0.1 and 0.3 is my muse now. They have an alias name actually, I'M NOT SAYING IT ZHILIN D:< . By the way, comic papers, motherfuckingORGASMIC. They're so smooth, like porcelain skin on dolls. Hoho.

Second.
I'm having bad sleeping habits I suppose. I sleep at 1/2 am, and then wake up at 3. Stone until 6 when I finally fall asleep and wake up around 11/12/1. I actually also do sit ups when I cannot sleep, that is really one WTF thing. You could say it's bad. No. It's very bad. I have a feeling I might just faint soon. And I can't eat much anymore, to specify I can't even eat medium portions anymore. Well, not to worry, it's just another "eating-sleeping-disorder-phase". It will go away soon. Now about the nightmares. Seems like a bad omen is coming, since I've been having nightmares every day. Probably nothing I can do also, just like last time. Sigh.

Third.
Let's speak tomato. I still wonder, how does she think / come up with Tomato+vodka spa -_- So I researched. HAHAHAHA. Turns out... there really is tomato and vodka spa. Since tomato has a lot of nutrients, it helps rejuvenate the dry skin. The tomato they used is apparently, the Bloody Mary cherry (?) tomatoes, which is a high grade tomatoes. Oho. So I suppose it make sense, since if you are constantly under the summer heat, tomato helps makes your skin soft, or should I say 'すべ ..すべ?" LOL. And also if you're wondering, I found out the full ingredient I didn't manage to translate: Tomato, pineapple and wasabi scrub. Vodka, Oil massage. (I think I translated it correct this time..?) HAHAHAHAHA. I'm still amusing myself.

Speaking of Bloody Mary, I think I have enough ingredients to make one now :)